first day of school tommrow. i would've been there yesterday but to all who didn't know my aunt died so i had to go down to Tennessee. i love that state. i think thats where i'll live ( Read more... )

i never post any of my personal writings so, i thought i'd give it a shot. if anyone reads it, i hope you like it. let me know ( Read more... )

i hate the fact that everyone around me that i've known for a while or had a somewhat of a friendship with is in love and getting married or in love and thinking about marriage. i joke about growing old with just two cats, but i am somewhat afraid its coming to a relaity.

i just want to fall in love again.

lately i have been a victim of fear. not letting God comfort me, or others. it was like anxiety and fear took over. but i'm learning to have faith. learning to forget what others have done to me in my past, those days are over. a new era has been ushered in. no more over analyzing, no more of this stupid stuff! God has blessed me with new friends, ( Read more... )

today ( Read more... )

things i need to do over break ( Read more... )

i almost crashed into someone today. people on Northwestern Highway/The Lodge are the worst drivers ever. once i had a penny thrown at my car for not going like 100MPH. i was at the real sketchy part of the place, thought i was gonna get shot.

tomorrow is my last day!

SO EXCITED!

i aced crit today. i am really proud of myself. which is new. all my years at CCS i've never had something go this well, never gotten the reaction i gotten. so i guess i owe God a big thank you. but my self confidence has always been an issue for me. but it is gradually getting better. i rarely put myself down anymore! if you really knew my old way ( Read more... )

so my fine art concepts teacher said i had one of the strongest videos in class and he loved it and went on about it.

EPIC WIN!

he's putting up on his blog which is about art.

it is snowing still outside my room and i love it. i feel so meditative right now. like really really calm. things have been going really great lately and i am having an really great day ( Read more... )