HEY, do not make yourself guilty for your feelings. You have every right to feel whatever you feel and don't let anybody tell you otherwise. I understand exactly how you feel. I've attempted suicide before and these past few days I've really been wanting to cut too. Don't be afraid to let yourself cry. It lets endorphins out, it'll make you feel better. Tell yourself, okay I'm gonna put on some depressing music and let myself cry for X amount of time. when that time's up, take a few deep breaths, wipe your eyes and do something else. Your mom DOES love you, no matter how much you fight. Even if parents never say it, there is ALWAYS a part of them that loves you because you are their child.
hang in there! if you really feel like you're gonna act on the suicidal feelings, please tell someone. go to the ER or the crisis center. if you need somebody to talk to, i can give you my AIM screenname.
Being happy is a state of mind, you choose to be happy when you really want to be. Make some goals (aside from losing weight) and achieve them. Things you've really wanted to do that makes you happy. ANYTHING. Suicide is not the way out, and trust me I've had my days as well. You will find happiness eventually if you want to be happy. Good luck hun. It's hard to get out of depression, but there is always a way out.
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I understand exactly how you feel. I've attempted suicide before and these past few days I've really been wanting to cut too.
Don't be afraid to let yourself cry. It lets endorphins out, it'll make you feel better. Tell yourself, okay I'm gonna put on some depressing music and let myself cry for X amount of time. when that time's up, take a few deep breaths, wipe your eyes and do something else.
Your mom DOES love you, no matter how much you fight. Even if parents never say it, there is ALWAYS a part of them that loves you because you are their child.
hang in there!
if you really feel like you're gonna act on the suicidal feelings, please tell someone. go to the ER or the crisis center.
if you need somebody to talk to, i can give you my AIM screenname.
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Being happy is a state of mind, you choose to be happy when you really want to be. Make some goals (aside from losing weight) and achieve them. Things you've really wanted to do that makes you happy. ANYTHING. Suicide is not the way out, and trust me I've had my days as well. You will find happiness eventually if you want to be happy. Good luck hun. It's hard to get out of depression, but there is always a way out.
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