cross posted in my own journal

[bethechangex]

i dont know whats wrong with me!
i just keep eating and eating.  Everyday turns into "oh well i binged horribly today but I WILL restrict/fast tomorrow"  
"tomorrow i will start fresh"

what happened to my control?!
what happened to me?
i am disgusting.
165 pounds.
gag me.
or maybe i will just gag myself.
i have never purged...but it's never looked so

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[pogonotomy]

I know exactly how you feel ;_;
I told myself I was going to restrict today, even start using Calorie Count faithfully again - but I binged on steamed rice = STARCHY CARBS.

What really helps me is acai berry pills, Mega T green tea pills, and caloriecount.about.com - went from 169 to 155 in four weeks ._.

[matanai]

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[bethechangex]

screened???

and to pogonotomy:
i am taking the mega t green tea pills too. I feel almost like it's not doing anything half the time, though its a great source of caffeine for the day