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[longjohn101]

im goin to bed, if i dont hear from you by the end of the week, then im done checkin for a while, and i can either assume that you (a) dont care, or (b) like playing games with me, or (c) dont have a clue what is going on or what youre doing. Im almost to the point of not caring anymore, and im seriously questioning some of the stuff youve told

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[crazy_red88]

It's C, by the way. And I am sorry about all of this. I'm sorry that this ever happened, and I'm sorry if you don't want me anymore and I"m sorry you think I don't love you. I'm sorry that I ever told you I love you if this is how it's going to end. I'm soooooo sorry about everything, but I do love you and I just want you to be happy. I'm sorry.

[rmiller10002]

i was happy with you, when all of this confusion wasnt involved, and i know i still can be. This is not how i want it to end, i know you love me, its just all this back and forth and confusion has me fucked up, and i need you to meet me, and i need answers on some things.

[rmiller10002]

dont be sorry you ever told me you love me, its just im all fucked up right now because of all the manipulation and the confusion, and the back and forth, and i need to know whats really going on, because i am already freaking out.

[crazy_red88]

Ask me, whatever you want to know, I'll tell you.
You always do this, theres SOMETHING you need to know, or theres SOMETHING you need to ask me. instead of telling me that theres SOMETHING, just say it! do you know how anoting SOMETHING gets when all I know for two days is that there is SOMETHING.

[rmiller10002]

i need to ask you in person, i know it may sound ridiculous, but thats what i need right now.

[crazy_red88]

What about what I need, that hasent been mentioned yet!

[longjohn101]

i do care about what you need, the time you said you need, its just in order to have some piece of mind i need to know whats really been going on. I DO love you, its just i need some answers, because the past few weeks, have really fucked me up.

[crazy_red88]

I'll tell you whatever you want to know. I'm sorry for everything.

[rmiller10002]

dont be sorry for everything, not for telling me you love me. You can make me happy just being yourself, its just right now, i need to know whats going on, and i need to ask you some things in person. My head is all fucked up right now from the past couple weeks, and im freakin out, as hard as im tryin to just figure shit out about whats goin on by myself. But i cant, i need you to tell me whats going on.

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[crazy_red88]

Do you plan on making me happy, or just yourself?
I told you I need time, and you agreed that you would give it to me, but right now your putting your needs ahead of mine.
I can't go on at night anymore. My parents read everything.

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[longjohn101]

i do plan on making you happy, and giving you the time, its just i need some answers so i can have some piece of mind during this time, because all the back and forth and manipulation has me all messed up.

[longjohn101]

i hope youre online tomorrow morning though.

[crazy_red88]

I am on now.