moving on.
west coast back to the east coast.
i've been waiting for this day foreverrrr.
yeah i am pretty excited.

shits been crazy my last week.
everything is just crazy.
i am going to miss it.

i heard once that the mind keeps wondering, life is but a dream. ah the thoughts that the mind can come up with to twist you up in different directions. i am so ready to come home for christmas. two weeks. i go through phases of being sick and fed up of it here in oregon. Portland was a beautiful town to see. excitment. i am so ready to go home. it ( Read more... )

long time ( Read more... )

girrl you got nappy ass hair ( Read more... )

well i am writing to you to make this a somewhat normal/sane "entry", whatever that means.. life is good, i need to keep telling myself. there is always the future there is always so much more to come, so much to look forward to. how i feel right now reminds me of that song by the smashing pumpkins.. 'you can never ever leave without leaving a ( Read more... )

where did you go? far far away. why? why did you go? im lost in confusion right now. nothing helps; the pot doesnt help, it just prolongs my constant questioning and wondering. being stuck at home sick with mono doesnt help, it just forces my thoughts to find their way back to you because it is harder to distract myself here. i try to tell myself ( Read more... )

i feel happy ( Read more... )

i do not have motivation to do anything.
cat stevens gives me a skip in my step.
im hanging out with my dad today.
i wish to be brave and strong with my pacts to myself.

dont help the homeless on the street
they will only expect more and be ungrateful.
aahhhh.

people live to distract themselves.
distract themselves from reality, from death.
i dont want to live like that.