Job: it's here. Haven't totally lost my mind and lost my love yet how i have with other jobs but at times i feel it fade do to small shit that pisses me off. I feel like im getting pushed more into the IT stuff which I don't mind at all....in fact I like it. Days like today when I'm basically solely with Sr. kinda erk me. Like today ( Read more... )

first day i've spent a long time with my mom (noon till 9ish). Not that bad but fuck....the relationship dynamic between my mom and I is.....well fucked up ( Read more... )

Long time since I posted ( Read more... )

I feel much better than i did yesterday. Maybe it was just a shitty monday ( Read more... )

I just cant leave well enough alone. Just had to pick at this scar and open it up again. At least before it wasnt consuming my every waking moment. I can't focus, I can't sleep and I feel like I can't fix anything until I get my answer ( Read more... )

two aspects to my life....one fueling the other ( Read more... )

I loved you, you made me, hate me ( Read more... )

Somethings are better of forgotten ( Read more... )

So i decided to text cynthia back against my better judgement and just texted "good". Didnt hear anything back which i figured ( Read more... )

I hate the dating scene. Feel so awkward in it ( Read more... )