so i've made a ton of mistakes lately. which has forced me to look at my life. here's what i'm starting to think about what i'm doing. if i keep screwing up with my friends and my family ect, it'll be easier to leave ( Read more... )

i feel kinda detached ( Read more... )

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i
have
made
so
many
mistakes.

now the question is
how do i make it right?

and even more importantly
do i want to?

maybe i'm just meant to lead
a fucked up life.

cuz that's how it seems.

at least lately.

whatever.

it's over.
again.

i knew better.

but i'm no good at this.

sigh.

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so this is gonna be a really emo, stupid, random whiny blog. i'm sorry in advance. if you dont want to read it, stop now ( Read more... )

i dont really have anything to say. i'm going to bristol today for work. that's pretty cool i guess. yea ( Read more... )

last night was soooooooo much fun. i am sooooooooooo tired. i have to go to work. soooooooo dont want to do that. just want to do more of last night. which was fun.

gaa.

will update more when coherant.

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so other than my mother kicking me out of the house and a huge fight between my parents that involved my father sticking up for me, i really have nothing exciting happening in my life ( Read more... )

i was gonna write a really long emotastic entry, but i just dont have the energy. i just dont ( Read more... )