well, it's thanksgiving. i'm on long island. ryan is in new jersey. ryan is on long island. kendra is in california. sharon is in the city. alfie is in westchester. i love that the holidays give everyone somewhere else to go. some sort of escape from our prospective corners of new york city. what i hate though, is the scattering. if i could be ( Read more... )

Hmmm... it's hard to say what exactly I'm feeling right now ( Read more... )

so i found roommates ( Read more... )

oh life ( Read more... )

why is it so goddamn hard to find a place to live in new york city?? someone please explain this to me.

sometimes i feel like this journal isn't private enough ( Read more... )

i hate that being on the sidelines means being slapped in the face by the ripple effect. and that as simple as that, a friendship is redefined. new boudaries of trust are established. one closeness is shattered while another one blossoms. sometimes i wish that i could say the things that i know would kill. and i don't know why, still, after 23yrs i ( Read more... )

i wish time weren't a factor. i wish it was way easier to mend things than it is ( Read more... )

remember that time that me and my boyfriend are the gayest men you've ever met?
it's right now.
from july 19th-21st we're going to be staying in a hotel room on fire island.
gay old fire island.
in the honeymoon suite (every other room has twin beds)
in the middle of the GROVES.
gaygaygaygaygay.
gay.

i hate it that you can have feelings that are good, or bad about people. and they, in no way, shape, or form, dictate how you feel about/react to a person. but you feel them regardless ( Read more... )