whatever made me think that i was important to anyone, anyway?

i am so totally, completely, and all encompassingly overwhelmed by school. the art history class im taking makes me want to blow my brains out, and there is so much work for it that i just cannot bring myself to do. also, environmental science is boring and a lot of regurgitated information from seventh grade. gah, fml ( Read more... )

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i want to go back to colorado. it was new and exciting, boston is old and grimey and uninteresting ( Read more... )

and with tonight i am ushered back into pacifiscm.

been sick since last week, spent sunday in the ER cause i couldnt breathe. now im on four different medacines and i still sound like a dude... or a really sexy version of myself. been hanging with my mom and i love her. lance is sweet too.
leavin for colorado at 8am saturday. nervous/excited! thankful to get away, really.
suck it.

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making books at almost 4am. writin lj entries, watching the cougar. got like two weeks til im done done with school. no big, i only have to make a book, so so many enlargements, a 10-15 page paper, and seven 2-3 page papers. is that really it? doesnt seem so bad when ive written it down. wait a sec, yes it does. my middle finger on my right ( Read more... )

im realizing things you would have thought id already know.

so, i didnt get the grant to go to colorado. huge bummer. probably mostly because i had aready envisioned myself so many time traveling through the mountains, camera and tin type equipment in tow. but i do love the girl who did get it, and so im glad it wasnt some asshole, because that would have sucked more. but i cant help but wonder... why ( Read more... )