it didn't take one year to make me realize how much i actually do miss you. I really am speechless now. This is the hardest thing ive ever had to deal with. If i can see your face in a picture i'm happy....if i can see your face and not hear your voice thats just too much. I recently said i wouldn't post another. This one is for you. Now whether ( Read more... )

it didnt take one year to make me realize how much i actually do miss you. I really am speechless now. This is the hardest thing ive ever had to deal with. If i can see your face in a picture im happy....if i can see your face and not hear your voice thats just too much. I recently said i wouldnt post another. This one is for you. Now whether ( Read more... )

This as a matter of fact, will be my last entry. I feel its useless to write for many reasons. ONE: to myself i see this as an on the moment type of deal. i have no reason to share my feelings thoughts or ideas with very few people that do read. It does nothing for myself. TWO: Typing a problem or just simply, "what your doing at the time", in a ( Read more... )

patience is the key in my situation. waiting is the biggest factor in my life right now. i have no choice but to do so. things were shot down recently but im going to put them aside. i dont care anymore. if it needs to be done then so be it. last night was the worst. it sucked being surrounded by people i hate. they looked like complete fools. they ( Read more... )

The dream i had last night wasnt a nightmare.....a nightmare is made up of things you would never want to happen in life. The thing i dont understand is why did it feel like a nightmare. When this dream meant more to me than anything in my life. Its almost as if i had another chance to see. It was about alicia. She was sitting on a bed playing with ( Read more... )

Death Incarnate

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The social wasnt all that bad actually. I got my dance on as others did also. although its not something id pay 60 dollars to go to again. Sorry there friend. i really thought there would be better after parties though. they all seemed to suck. Thats life though. this 4 day weekend turned out to be disappointing. I thought much more would come out ( Read more... )

yeah im home right now....no school for me. ALL BEACAUSE OF A WASHING MACHINE!!! hahaaaaa its great.

ive noticed more and more opportunities keep coming my way. It's very pleasing. pleasing indeed. Its gottta be done though....it must. Ok what the fuck when do people wanna interview me and "the band" as you would call it how do people even know. Were a bunch of unorganized assholes but we dont sound that bad...neeeeeds vocals though thats a tough ( Read more... )

fuck the snow.