Where to start? Ok here it is. I've officially hit rock bottom. And I hit it hard. And it is all my fault. All of it.I have nothing left. No car, no job, no girl, no friends (in the area), I'm once again living with my Dad in my stepmoms pad, Head left Korn to be a preacher (if thats not a sign...). Even my cat died. What a wonderful way to enter ( Read more... )

I think I'm growing up. No time, no time. :/

I soooooooo sorry. But it looks like im not going to be going to maine for christmas. I planned on haveing a job a while ago so that i would have money to fly out but still no job. And what pisses me off is that my ex found a job after 2 days and ive been looking for two months. And i know why. Its because she a damn blonde hair blue eyes white ( Read more... )

Well, its been awhile since i've updated. i dont have internet right now. It sucks espeacially since im stayin in california i would like to stay in touch with all my friends in maine. Which isnt alot so it shouldn't be to hard to do. But it is proving to be difficult. I miss all of you guys alot. But alas i shall return one day, probably in the ( Read more... )

I'm back in california yall. Can't get to a computer until i find mine. My grandma doesnt know where she put it. How do you lose a computer? Eh. Thats just the tip of the iceburg. I have alot of shit to straightin out. I've been gone 5 months you know. I also have ass to kick. Plenty of ass to kick. People start getting ideas in my absenece and ( Read more... )

I think we're all going to be just fine.

And it feels good.

..........Yeah.

No inspirational thoughts tonight. Just letting people know whats up. I return to California on the 16th of June. It's gonna be a bitch too. See the thing is is that my mom and Jeff are going to be in Detroit so I have to take a taxi to Portland, unless of course I can find someone to take me there at 4:30 in the morning. Then I have to take a bus ( Read more... )

How well do you really know me? I'm sure that most of you have a set image of Eric Duran. You think of me as one way and thats it. But really ask yourself how well you really know me. Not much at all. In fact most of you have only known me for a couple of months. Thats it. A couple months of a 17 year life is like the 2 minutes it takes to heat a ( Read more... )

Yeah I can see it.

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Well I finally finished custimizing my journal. Check it out if you want. Let me know what you think. Though i really won't care if you don't like it. I can't change the comment text due to my style and account type though. So for that i say fuck you. Not much happening lately. I finished my wooden katana. Well actually im thinking of smoothing ( Read more... )