i read a certain someone's post, and well it made my year...lol. it really did though. can't put anything into words right now but i will when i talk to her in person, which may not be a for a while. another year or so is my guess but hopefully i can make it sooner. she knows who she is. hmm i'm at my friens yearly superbowl party right now, ( Read more... )

lets see i am just dealing with school, the mall is getting crappie lately...lol.... i need a new hang out place. my computer crashed on sunday so i have no access for now, except my friends computer like right now. school is ok, i mam learniing but it's too repititious. i have a bike now i ride 6 miles a day to school then 6 back after class ends ( Read more... )

i think things are actually better then i thought, i really do. now i know what i need to do ( Read more... )

oyu know... for once i'd liek to dive down into the sad feelings. i mean, i feel them but i can't let them take over cause i won't let myself i am always on alert for someoen needing my help and i know if i am in there i can't help. but sometiems when the need to help comes along i can never help, simply i am sometimes too scared to do anything, ( Read more... )

THIS IS SERIOUS BUSINESS dammit.

what?... this is the most broing week ever, other then my science fiction books anyway.damn i need that mp3 player. someone lend me $324.59 so i can get it. this is serious business here.

i have school next weeeeek!!!!!aaaaaaaaaaah

i really really REALLY hate soem of my family, and especially people that won't watch their own damn kids, just dumping htem off whnever they can, taking people for granted. serious, if i had the power i would make them suffer. on the other hand... i don't know i haven't slept yet.

.... i don't knwo what to type at the moment...lol. nothing wrong at all everything seems to be going a bit right at the moment. hey tat if oyu read this email me.

anyway i am gone

i have a new goal, stay awake for 48 hours to see two am...lol. yeha i wanna see how zombie liek i am. anyway, was an ok time and stuff nothign really to post. other then i talked to tat on the phone and had a fun bday. halo 2 kicks ass.