Wow I was just looking over my journel. I've grown up just a bit. at least i think so. I am now in 11th grade. I am not with andrew anymore and gone through 4 others. He's now graduated and off to the Army, Michael is headeing to the Navy, Lonnie is staying for another year at shik...ha lazy bum. But now I am happy with whats going on now. I go ( Read more... )

hmmm... lets see what went on since the last time i wrote...well lets see i gots a new boyfriend...his name is Andrew Foulds...he is really sweet...he gave me flowers and just loves me.My aunt and uncle like him. i gots some new friend and there all really cool. Well see if i can descibe a bunch of them...welll Mike Swartzlander is one of my AI for ( Read more... )

today sean and I broke up...he said he wanted to be with his ex g/f...what an ass...

no word from sean yet...I am gonna wait till he comes up...I was At cristens this week and well I saw Jarrett...he looked at me and I looked at him and shrugged my shoulders and rode on...what a fucker...didn't have the nerve to say hi...Any way...Cristen and I had a good time...we drew and watch movies and played Jackass once again...only with a ( Read more... )

This week the best week of my life...we went to williamsburg this week ans I met this really hot guy that is a friend of my aunt and uncles best friends son...his name is sean...I first knew he like me is when we were in the pool and I was kinda making him nervous when I came close to him...i poked him and he tikeled my sides and drew me closer and ( Read more... )

today nothing much...I put up a marqueete thingy and I spelled much wrong apparently I am getting stupid as I speak...I feel most unloved...I am getting fat and ugly...I am not in a size 5 but in a size 7 wtf is up with that? anyway I am going to williamsburg saturday oh goody...

last night the ghost came after me again. this is not a frindly ghost...it attacked me two nights ago...I was sleepin and It sent an image through my head, A scary od man type of image...I sat straight up and stared into the darkness for a little bit. I then heard something moving. last night it started about 1130, It just moved around my room I ( Read more... )

I laid in the sun again...I got even more tan..i like tanning...Chuck pissed me off again today...She said to deeva that she doesn't want me to wear shorts with my ugly ass bathing suit...I hate it...IT IS FUCKING ORANGE I HATE ORANGE...I FUCKING DO! any way...Nothing else. I cried again last night...I just don't know why...I wanna find out though ( Read more... )

I laid out today...I got board so I came in...what the hell is going on??? This kid I hate send me an email saying he is getting married...Denise u have clue who it is...*cough stalker boy cough cough* who on gods green earth would what to marriy him I know everyone deserves love but not him...ewww...any way...o well let lyers be lyers, what can ( Read more... )

Today we went half way down to philadelphia and went through lancaster...I stopped at my grandperents house and we had a talk...My grandpa started Crying..I miss him very much...I wish I can see him alot...I care so much for him and My grandma...I wish my mother wasn't so stupid seriously...My gandperents had no clue what to say...I just want her ( Read more... )