i'm really not sure what the fuck is going on right now ( Read more... )

i've always been a curious person, wanting to know mostly about people and who they are, even more so, what made them. by people, i mean anyone, from the person i met yesterday, to celebrities, to my own family members. of course, the search is always fun, but celebrities are easy, especially thanks to TMZ, and frankly it bores me. the harder the ( Read more... )

i'm sitting here for the first time in several days, going through each of my 'social networking' accounts. i've been semi deprived of my personal time, having a friend stay with us, offering generosity to her in her own time of need. she has been a great help throughout the week, getting me out of the house, helping me clean, and so on, but i must ( Read more... )

i'm completely lost.

someone please find me.

*originally posted on November 10, 2008*

So I haven't been active on here in a long time. I didn't feel a need to. now I have a reason. Here is a blog for random people to read. (originally posted on my myspace)

I'll start with Thursday. Mike calls me all excited because he may be the live bassist for a band by the name of Doomsday Refreshment ( Read more... )

I remember when LJ was the 'Myspace" of the early 2000's. Maybe it still is to some ( Read more... )

So, no one I know uses this site anymore so i feel like it's a safe vent place from prying eyes. No one of great importance gives a shit about what I have to say anyway ( Read more... )

gah! this depression thing has to stop! but it won't....it never has and never will. i wish i could be the person i was when i first met devon. i was skinny (comfortable w/ my looks), i was happy, and socially energetic. now i just feel like a fat cow. i can't even sleep naked w/ devon anymore b/c i don't want him to see me or touch me b/c i'm so ( Read more... )

god ima loser.

at 6 mo aslyn is now crawling, standing and walking w/ help. shes so kool...:)