so...aslyn is now 5 mo old and sitting up! yay! she's so cute...so thats it for now.

i had fun...it was tori's b-day party. i almost had an anxiety attack on the way there...the only social interaction i get is at work and thats not really any kind of interaction at all. i felt more comfortable b/c there where a few people i knew there like kris and kaleb ( Read more... )

well i just dyed my hair...YAY!
the first time i've ever had black hair in my life...it was on impulse, but thats okay, thats the way good things always start...

well, my friends spent the night last night and we stayed up till 5 am. i'm a little tired but i fun.
so i just joined myspace.com. i looked up my old skool and i saw so many people that i haven't seen in years. everyones grown up. i still feel like such a child.

wtf??? nick, a guy i know, called my house at 8 am and then when i tried calling him back, he had turned his phone off...luckily he did call otherwise devon would have been late for work b/c he didn't set his alarm last night. aslyn was actually going to sleep past 7:30 today...next we talk i'm just going to tell him not to call back. he needs to ( Read more... )

INVADER ZIM ( Read more... )

i don't know why, but i harbor way to many feelings. i wish i could just let myself go, i wish i could be normal. i miss when i had people to talk to, not that any of them were my friends, but it still made the day better when i could call someone when i was bored. i hate being shut up in this house with nothing but soap operas to watch ( Read more... )

alsyn is almost 4 months old now. she is amazing.
i now have my own house...really an apartment type deal in remerton. its rather interesting, living w/someone and all.
i also had an amazing realization that i love industrial music. it makes me feel all warm inside.

being a mother shows me what true love is. its strange because i was dreading it so much through the pregnancy that i didn't enjoy it. to be the one to bear a living thing is amazing ( Read more... )

so, as of march 2, 2005 i became a mother. i would have updated sooner but i've been so busy. her name is Aslyn Christiana and she is the best child i've ever seen. i'm not just saying that either. she never cries unless she is hungry. she always all smiles. i'm very lucky...and to think my mom tried to curse me for all those years ( Read more... )