today i went to the doctor. turns out that she is -1 station and i have dialated about 1 cm. ever since the appointment i have been having slight contractions. tonight, around 7, they got worse and have now been going on about every 35 to 45 minutes. i think its about that time. she should be here very soon.

the time is coming for me to experience...PAIN ( Read more... )

i've lost touch with the world. i hate it but at the same time i enjoy it. i don't have to deal with the drama of senseless assholes. an old friend came to me last night and said, 'i knew u'd be the first to get pregnant'...dirty cunt...was she saying i'm a whore??? hehehe....that kills me ( Read more... )

8 months a prego and gettin ready to go...POP! ugghhh...i hate thought of it. the whole birthing process disgusts me. it hurts me even worse. where i work, we can watch tv, but its in mute. the channel of the week is tlc...and guess whats on right when i come in...'baby story'...aka...women in pain. of course its a beautiful thing but i don't feel ( Read more... )

i'm having a girl....YAY!!!!

well, as of about a month ago i found out i was pregnant. at first i was all like "rrrrr" and then it was like "rrrr" and now its like "yay!". i guess its the womanly instinct. i dunno. i'm almost 3 months at this point. the only parts i dread are the morning sickness and having it.

i need to find some new music. i have nothing good to listen too. radio has become so shitty. all there is to listen to is punk or country ( Read more... )

well, not much happened this week. i worked (not really, i just sit on my ass and talk to ppl), i slept, and then i worked some more. i actually went out one night and hung out with my friends. unfortunatly my mom stayed awake that night, so when i came home (at 3 am) all hell broke loose. i won't have to worry about a curfew for long though. soon ( Read more... )

so, its been awhile. my computer at home crashed so i haven't been able to update. computers are great but at the same time they suck so bad. i got a new job at this place called convergys. its actually a really great job. i love the people, the environment....oh, and the money. the only thing that i am tired of is driving. god, i HATE driving now ( Read more... )

im going to be a homeless superstar one day. by night i will sleep in the back of a dead semi with ragged clothes, a torch and a chainsaw (for fun...hehehe), and only my scrappy sculptures to keep me company. by day i will accomplish the world by opening my talents for all to see.
thats my life as a homeless superstar...