Journal Entry, November 23rd, 2007 ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I think that the universe just loves to fuck with me. I get on an even keel in London and I get fired for the first time in my entire life. I go where there's a job and to do a favour for a friend and Dean gets pissed at me and stops talking to me. I get a bit of good news and now I can't be sharing it with Dean ( Read more... )

Bleeding buggering bloody fuck.

I almost said it. I can't believe I almost fucking said it.

He wouldn't have realized, right? He'd think I'd of meant as a friend and he'd of taken the piss and my stupid fecking heart would have shattered.

Why isn't this going away? It always goes away when I leave.

Dinner didn't go so well ( Read more... )

( After Seamus excuses himself from the table and into the night... )

I'm such a big girl's blouse. I don't understand why it hit me like it did ( Read more... )