So today is Thanksgiving. I have tons to be thankful for and i'm happy. I'm so happy. My mom made my sister and me a turkey dinner and I was happy. I really do have to call my grandma to see how she is doing. I'm in love, and i'm loved. It's great! Other than that schools great, I have midterms, and what a great to wind down midterm week ( Read more... )

He's gone back home. I feel empty, I feel like a hug, a kiss, all the above, all I want is to be with him, to hug him to sleep next to him, to feel his warm body, warm me up. I miss him already and it's only been a hour, he says it won't be that long, but it has already been to long. He says this and that and I just can't believe it because he ( Read more... )

I feel loved today... By God, by Jon, by everyone special in my life:).. I guess it's more because I've been listening to love music, but it just feels right, and when you get lines that feel like they were written for you and your special person it just feels like all you want to do is go kiss them and hug them till you burst, because you feel so ( Read more... )

Just reading everyone posts about school, and everything, makes me feel better. I'm still scared about school, and if I'm going to make it through the year. I actually like school, and the friends I have made, it's enjoyable ( Read more... )

Well I'm 3 days into College, and it's alright. I'm pretty tired, but I guess I can survive, I guess that I do this and that and have fun. But other than that I like school. I like my classes, they all have pretty interesting teachers which are all really nice and wanna get to know us. I enjoy that. I'm starting to get to know my class, just ( Read more... )

I'm sooooo frusterated ( Read more... )

So I sit here wondering what am I doing. I sit here wondering am I doing the right thing? Should I do this to him? Should I live my life like this? Or should I tell him the truth, and make him think that I'm crazy, and not know for sure if He loves me. I don't know I think this little thing is insane I love him, and I know he loves me, and I ( Read more... )

I don't know these days i've felt so werid ( Read more... )

Woot.. I'm home. I've been home for a couple of days now, and still after only a couple of days I've been through alot.. It's crazy.. But anyways.. I guess I have time to explain it.
Sunday: I come home, I get 5 text messeges, 2 voice mails, and everyone wanting to see me. This felt good, So thank you to everyone who called me and texted me.
So ( Read more... )

So I come home in like 19 days. I'm terrified and confused, I don't really know if I want to come home but I guess I just will ( Read more... )