WOW.. what a long time of not being on the Internet.. you never know what your missing until is gone.. and then you never know what you don't need until it's gone also.. so yah. for the last 1 and half I have had no internet and not tv.. woot. right?? yah it was alrigh I was going throught 300 page books in like 2 to 3 days... yah I was surprised ( Read more... )

I feel like, I need to find something to do with my life. I'm in love. I've lived 3 different places, for longer than a month. I've told someone I hated them and believed it, yet in a month of actually getting to know them found out they were actually an awesome person. I've been a hypocrite, I've told someone that I could never be friends with ( Read more... )

I wanted to come out here to figure out who I was, to find myself.. But why? all I do is watch tv and sulk, I don't wanna be me I don't wanna be this person that people thing screw up all the time I don't want to be that person that people look at and don't know what to think because my personality is so messed up that no one knows who I am. I ( Read more... )

.. Well I decied to go for a rollerblade.. no didn't work. I either went down really realy fast, or went backwards, when I didn't want to. So I went home, and to my dismay, all this sitting around and watching tv has been useless to me. So I decieded instead of being a complaining girl I would do something about it. So I went for a run.. so ( Read more... )

So here I am, another province another life beginning. I've been depressed latley, thinking of my sweety, and wanting to be in his arms again, and then thinking of how much money I need to pay off school. But then I turn on my Chris Deburg and just wash all the dishes in my uncles house, and clean other things as well. Why many people ask?.. ( Read more... )

It's werid to see my house, being taken apart, thrown away, and tossed to the side like it meant nothing.... Werid I thought it did mean nothing??.. but maybe it does.. I guess I don't want to go to Bc because I didn't think my mom would be planning on moving out so quickly.. I didn't think she was planing on moving out before I got back. and the ( Read more... )

Really I wish I wasn't awake, I wish I was asleep in my bed, and not waking up for the next couple of hours ( Read more... )

I don't understand things, I don't understand why i'm losing friends, but at the same time I do. I really don't know maybe some people arn't meant to be my friend, maybe they were at the time we were so called "best friends" but maybe things change people change people grow, people go to school, get into new relationships, fall in love, make love ( Read more... )

SO here it is, my week.. OVER finally:).. I'm soo excited that this is over, now that I don't have to get up at 4am, and go to work, and sit there and freeze my ass off, yes all of you that stayed home, I got up at 4am and went to work and after 6am, I was outside every half an hour... GRR!! I hate work, but I love it because it gives me money, and ( Read more... )

So it's Valentine's Day, and most people are out enjoying it or even still in school, well I'm waiting to enjoy my boyfriend at lupper, thats right, I have to go to work tommrow so I can't go out late for supper, so you guessed it we having lupper, but thats alright, on Friday he's comming over to make me dinner:)... I'm excited, but yah bye