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Does God forgive all sin, Everything I do, or just because I sinned, and have done something, more than once knowing it wrong, am I condemmed, am I not knowing, I understand Jesus came and gave his life for anyone who wants it, but what if I do too much wrong?? will he ever stop forgiving me??? What if I keep disobeying him? what if I just can't do ( Read more... ) -
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So here I am at home, still confused as when I left, just more tired from crying. sometimes I think crying is so useless, but then sometimes so helpful ( Read more... ) -
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I guess this is my update on my life.. I'm sad, but I'm feeling better than I did yesterday, I had a really good talk with him last night after I came home and talk to some of the most important people in my life, and they helped me see alot. I know I still love him, and I have always wished that we could get married, and maybe we still can, but ( Read more... ) -
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I'm in shock at the moment. I'm hurt and I don't really know what to think or feel. I feel lost, and I feel like I've haven't felt before in a year and a half... Me and Travis broke up for the better, I'm just getting to that feeling.. maybe i'll go to church tommrow and maybe that will make me feel more I really don't know at the moment, I'm ( Read more... ) -
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I haven't written in here in awhile, I haven't even read peoples in a looong time, but today being a new year I decided to. I have to say yesterday and a while back I felt ugly and stupid and fat, and then I thought haven't I heard that from every female friend I have ever had, don't most people think that and think that things are 10 million ( Read more... ) -
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So now I feel like I ruined everyones christmas, if I don't do what they want, I hate this.. I want everything to be easy and simple and not complicated like this... I just don't understand what to think or do.. I feel soo useless and needed everywhere, but at the same time.. letting everyone down... -
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So here I am at my moms, the house getting colder by the minute, me before thinking comming here would be warmer, but her furnace isn't working, I don't know what to do, I can't fix furnaces, I feel bad and it makes me all worried, because when I'm at my new home all I do is call my dad, I guess I could call him and ask him, but I don't want him to ( Read more... ) -
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Well, I now see where God is in my life, I've been praying non stop for the past two days about this snow and getting stuck, and I didn't, I was relieved, as never before. But I decided that I have to tell people the truth, tell my mom that I love her and that my dad is away for three weeks.. and that i've been terrified for the past couple of ( Read more... ) -
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I have no clue what to take when I go to school, I miss school but what they fuck can I be, I'm not exceptional at anything, I want to own my own business but can I actually do that, I can barley be left with a restuarant that has like 8 billion people ahead of me in charge, I freak out, I can't do that, I'm not artistic, so I can't do those things ( Read more... ) -
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I don't know if I'm excited for Christmas this year, things will be different, but maybe thats a good thing, because last year was a disater, and I couldn't even stand it, let alone keep up the happy loving exciting persona of me.. I couldn't. I don't know Christmas is a month away and were already making the scedual for it like next week and I'm ( Read more... )