So here I am.. hi!Lately I've been happy with myself, not at work, but thats work. But things seem to be going well moving in with my dad seems to be a good thing, even though he's like my mom talking about the money and my mom, the opposite side of the book I guess. whatever I guess I can deal with him too. I"m really excited though because I' ( Read more... )

Well, Latley again I've been working and working on details, I was really in the dumps before and then I talked to my really awesome friend from Bc and she made things awesome, but at the same time shitty because I CAN'T find my teddy that i've had since I was like 1!! hello that the most important thing in my life. that sucks since I can't sleep ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do, all I think about if my sunday school teacher that just past away and how she was close to God and how she was so happy everytime I saw her, and she knew everyone had potential, and I don't know it makes me feel useless that I'm going nowhere like all the other youth in this society and I don't know what to do, like I'm ( Read more... )

So my Update.. I have opened yesterday and today and I hate it.. It's soo hard and I have to do sooo much stuff like it's insane I have to check the temperatures of all the coolers which we have like 9 or something and the freezers which are easy because I don't have to use the stupid prob.. or however you call it.. whatever it is I HATE it.. it ( Read more... )

OK.. so life in the Kella world goes like this ( Read more... )

Wow I actually have no life, this actually really sucks, my life, lets see in a nut-shell, work, work, and nothing but work, everyone ditches me these days, I don't know am I not worth your time, do you just not like hanging out with me. Do you have these new Huge friendship groups that I will never fit in because of who I am. Well if you think ( Read more... )

K.. so now everythings all good with my relationship, it seems like I've missed a million different things, I feel like I don't belong with anyone, I have no friends group, I just have a boyfriend that I see by himself, because his friends, I don't like all that much:S.. anyways, none of my friends seem to want me around their other friends, I don' ( Read more... )

So my Weekend.. pretty much it was sappy.. haha ( Read more... )

Hey everyone ( Read more... )

i DON'T want to care about what others think of me.

i DO WANT everyone to know who I really am.

i NEED to know who my real friends and family members are.

i WANT to know how my old friends, and family members i haven't seen in a long time are doing.

i DO want to live my life happily

i DON'T want anyone or anything to stop me in anything that makes ( Read more... )