ok i miss kevin. i'm sad very very sad. he won't be eback for two days but i won't see him until 3days from now.ok i'm pathetic. he hasn't called all day and i miss hearing his voice.i want to talk to him so bad but don't want to bug him.

Hey i'm very sad today, kevin is leaving intwo days and won't be back until the day after x-mas.:( our 1st x-mas together and he's not gonna be here. ok i'm done now ( Read more... )

OK, so what's up,i'm so lost in what to do. i want to play softball so much but my grandma is bitching cuz i didn't want to go get a job, but now i'm going to test for the job and she's still not happy.i don't know what to do. i'm so lost. helppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp.

so, tomorrow i'm going to cimarron.. and things will prolly be really hard around here for the time being. until i prove i can do it.

anyways tomorrow will be six months,and i'm going out the dinner at a nice nice restruant. i have to come home and do my homework first. well i should go.

i love you Kevin!

my uncle is in pahrump from irag. and on saturday we went shopping. it was great. i have all new cholthes.ok i have to go back to school now. love yall bye

i went to the denist yesterday. i got 10 fillings and a tooth pulled next are five rootcanals. so i hurt.

ok so i slept till like 11:30 called kevin to find out when we were going to see his dad. he told me that his dad had called to say it was raining. so we went ice skating which sucked. then we went to the satr trek experince. that was alot of fun then we came to my house and laid on my bed. dinner was ok. i'm going to the concert and then i'm going ( Read more... )

anyways,tonight was ok as usasl. went and played rifts with the group. and then came home and am now going to sleep.

i feel like crap. and as usasl my grandmother is babying megan who has a runny nose. i'm sick and she expects me to do everything for her.

i wish that i could just make evrything perfect in my life.

why is it that when you have sex with a guys he then sleeps for hours?why is it that girls are expected to wait until the guy calls ( Read more... )