a real thought for once

[lookinforpeas]

After looking at my past few posts i've realized i haven't really updated...mostly i've just quoted songs that I feel say it all. But at the same time, i realize I haven't journaled anywhere (in writing, on facebook, or here) for a very long time and i think my mind misses the concrete articulation of word vomit and expressionism.
Stout is

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[renegadesofbunk]

If I can give my best (and most vague) piece of advice for you: Do what makes you happy. You are wonderful and you deserve what makes you happy. Make smart choices (not a problem you have) and be happy all the time! (Idealistic, I know, but its something to strive for)

I miss you like crazy!

[lookinforpeas]

I guess I feel like I'm trapped by the constraints of insurance and loans and college and everything.
I'm hoping that certain things will bring me happiness (such as my career) but in order to get there I'm required to do certain things (like go to college).
And I worry that I'm too focused on the destination instead of the journey.

...if that makes sense

[renegadesofbunk]

I totally understand where you're coming from. I wasn't suggesting that you drop out of college but just that while you're there, try to have fun and do things that you enjoy rather than just looking ahead to when you graduate and start your career.

I'm coming to this realization - We have our entire lives to focus on our careers/families/etc. We have these years to have fun and be happy in college. We can't take them for granted.