Three things that scare me ( Read more... )

you've figured me out;
Something gave me away
And it would be such a beautiful moment to see the look on your face:
to know that I know that you know now
(If it Kills me) (Jason Mraz)

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I realized today that i don't have a best friend right now ( Read more... )

dad called on sunday when i was watching a movie so he said I should call back when it was finished.
i did.
he said he'd call me back in 2 minutes.
he never called back.
I knew he wouldn't as soon as he said it.
but i was hoping he'd prove me wrong.

...at least he's calling?

is this really what i want to do for the rest of my life?

I want to run away.
Not in the sense of avoiding my problems, but just getting out of here for awhile.
I think I'm becoming less and less attached to minneapolis and the midwest in general, and for once I'm actually okay with that.
Lately I've had the strongest urge to leave and experience something new.
I'm tired of dwelling on old relationships and ( Read more... )

After looking at my past few posts i've realized i haven't really updated...mostly i've just quoted songs that I feel say it all. But at the same time, i realize I haven't journaled anywhere (in writing, on facebook, or here) for a very long time and i think my mind misses the concrete articulation of word vomit and expressionism.
Stout is ( Read more... )

Hello, good morning, how ya do?
What makes your rising sun so new?
I could use a fresh beginning too
All of my regrets are nothing new

So this is the way
that I say that I need You
This is the way
This is the way

That I'm learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that You and
You alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to ( Read more... )

i don't think i'm being something i'm not

i'm just not being everything i am