Finally, my first entry in a really long time ( Read more... )

I left home exactly one week ago today. Already I forget what it feels like to lay in my bed and what it feels like to wait on tables at Highland House. Weird ( Read more... )

Today I felt sad that I wasn't going to laugh along with Catlyn, or Vanessa, or Olivia, or Kelly or Megan for a long time to come.

But, I am thankful that I have been fortunate enough to have had these good times. It's just time for a change, that's all!

The countdown continues...30 hours remaining...

I officially just exited the kitchen doors of The Highland House for the last time.

It was exhilarating.

That place introduced so many friends into my life. It help build a lot of foundations for my future. And, even though a part of my life is over, I am honestly so THANKFUL!!!!!!!!!!

Less than 60 hours until departure...

Something weird just happened. I think I fell in love at first sight on Myspace. Weird ( Read more... )

My entire life feels intangible. Did my love really exist with Josh, or is it just a dream?

A lot of loose ends to try and tie up by the end of this week.

UGH I am such a fat ass. I NEED to lose 10 pounds FAST!

I don't know where to start with this whole packing-up-my-life thing. I want nothing more than to procrastinate...but I don't have time for that because I leave in a week! Oh no!

However, I must say that I honestly can't wait another minute. I am going to have the time of my life.

Nothing more to think about...

I think you truly know you are satisfied with life when your heart pounds thinking about death. When just the mere thought of not waking up to this beautiful planet anymore makes you sick to your stomach ( Read more... )

All the loving feelings are forever gone. If Josh can honestly not remember how much he hurt me, or feel any regret whatsoever--he has no heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Someone somewhere is going to love me for ME, and will cry if I change :) Not manipulate me until I become a Stepford Wife!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So little Brandon Ryan IMed me today. The boy that told me he was falling in love with me while I was dating Josh. My first kiss after Josh and I broke up. I told him that night that I would never get back with Josh ever again, and his response was, "Yeah right!" But I ended up being right. :) Weird how he decided to talk to me just 2 weeks before ( Read more... )