I am so broke it is unbelievable. I almost cried today thinking about how I couldn't afford to by an $8.95 book from Borders. Not only that, but no Starbuck's, no film to take pictures, no sushi...no clothes ( Read more... )

Life is funny, it really is. I recall just a few short months ago riding in the car with my mom and my sister down Melrose Ave, and I saw Paramount Studios and I said, "I can't WAIT until I get to get in there..." And, just a few weeks ago I said the same thing to Vanessa, and then today it happened ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I've written. Nothing too important. Vanessa left last Tuesday and we had so much fun! We went to this AMAZING art exhibit at this place called "MOCA" in the Arts District downtown, and I loved it! I talked to my soulmate Daniel about it last night at work. I purposely asked him if he'd seen it because I figured he did and I ( Read more... )

Ok, so here's what's going on ( Read more... )

I love life, I really do. I mean, it isn't perfect, but it's great. I am constantly stressed, trying to fit everything into my schedule...but it doesn't even make a dent in my happiness. This is what satisfaction feels like ( Read more... )

I just talked to Josh for exactly: 58 mins and 19 seconds. It was a good talk...I told him how I am going after the acting thing. Surprisingly, he sounded worried, and yet at the same time proud. Also, he sounded jealous that he didn't have the guts to take a chance. I remember why we always had so much electricity. I don't wish we were together ( Read more... )

Well, I completed my first SAG project. I am extremely eager to move forward! Just sitting next to Bill Pullman, and Alan Rickman made me want to be famous SO BAD! Well, I'm sure I at least got screen time. I was in the front row right in front of Alan during the scene! Of course, I'm sure it will be 6 months until the film comes out ( Read more... )

Ok, so I need to be famous. I want it more than anything. It's like I can just feel this electricity filling my body anytime I think about it. And, while I of course want fame for the selfish reasons, such as everyone knowing me and envying me...the following list is why I want it the most ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a really really really long time.

I hung out with Danny today! :) We got ice cream. He is adorable.

I also talked to Josh online. He's an asshole.

I NEED to become famous...I don't know what I will do if I don't. Please help me God...

The weather is still beautiful. I got a job, and you will never guess as what....A FUCKING HOSTESS! Wonderful!

I want to be famous...