Well, I've started therapy. Today was my 2nd appointment and they've been pretty interesting so far. I like hearing all the theories about bulimia and see if/how they apply to me. I like to be pretty open in therapy, but I still like to have my private stuff- like when I visit Mia sites. Well, I don't have much else to say, I feel like browsing ( Read more... )

Well, I don't have much to say. I don't think I've written much (if at all) this new year. It hasn't been too exciting so far. Tomorrow I start school. As always, I'm trying to lose weight - especially since I put on two pounds over the holidays... ahhhhhhh! Hmm, well I'm feeling creatively challenged. Good night.

Well, it's a new year! I'm terrible at writing fives so it's going to suck having to write them everyday at school since it's 2005, but other than that everything's cool. I told my boyfriend over break about my Mia but I don't think he really understands what a big deal it is. I guess that's lucky for me though because he promised not to tell ( Read more... )

Ahh! Just talked to my friend from where I used to go to school. I miss him a ton! I've never had a friend that I got along with so well, and being 5 hours away with no real close friends here makes me miss him even more. Its great being close to my boyfriend, but all we do is hang out with his friends. I want MY friends up here. Someone I can be ( Read more... )

Well I don't have much to say. I haven't written in my other journal that I keep by my bed in a long time either.. Finals are coming up. I feel so incredibly fat, the stress of finals isn't helping either. I purged last night a few times after minor binges but I feel like it's not making a difference anymore!! I tried different ways of purging too ( Read more... )

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Well the play I was helping direct and stage manage today ended. It'll be weird not to go see those kids and have rehearsal everyday. Plays get to be the most fun at the end when everyone has their lines down and blocking and stuff, so it was just starting to get to be really fun. It sucks we could only put on 3 shows. I'm going to miss the kids a ( Read more... )

So here I am again. I haven't written in an extremely long time. Between last time and now things have been pretty normal (well for me...) Binge and purge at least once a day, but I've actually been way better since Thanksgiving break! I haven't purged in a few days - I know, I'm setting myself up for a huge binge/purge session, but I like to ( Read more... )

Well, I've had a particularily shitty day. Too much to explain on here, but I couldn't get my grade changed in one my classes for something I was unfairly graded on (I met with the TA today). At least it will be set on a curve though, that softened the blow a bit, but not much. The rest of the day didn't go that well either. I skipped the class ( Read more... )

Started a live journal account tonight, that took away about an hour of my time that I was supposed to use studying. Oooops. I guess my obession with ED related things takes precidence over everything else. Not much else to say in my personal journal (I usually write all the stuff in my "real" journal before bed) It was nice to join some ( Read more... )