Things have been a bit crazy for me over the last week or so. Everything from school and friends to again speaking with my ex fiance. It would be a lie to say that she hasn't been on my mind, it's awfully hard to forget the first girl in whom you truly love. I am just happy now that I can look back on those times and just smile instead of dwell on ( Read more... )

There are always times in a person's life when they look back on their past and think how things could be different. I started asking myself that very question the other day once I found that Megan had friend requested me on myspace. Now I don't really use myspace anymore, haven't in a year or so. I actually thought it was some kind of joke when I ( Read more... )

A lot of things have happened over the last several months. I started a new part time job which is pretty cool. I work as an assistant audio engineer/tech and set up speakers and turn tables for clubs. The pay is great and its only part time so I can go to school. The first week of school is always the hardest. I started last week, so as I went to ( Read more... )

I suppose everyone could admit that life isn't easy. I live life with constant struggles in my life, but when I come to think of it, it all happens for a reason. Perhaps God is trying to tell me something. I see people in my life in whom I used to be close to slowly slip away, but I do nothing in order to try keeping them around. In all honesty, I ( Read more... )

So many things going on right now, my head is spinning. I will be moving back home again soon, its been a long time since I have been away. I don't plan to stay there long though, apparently my father will never leave the apartment and my mother will just continue to get aggrivated at that fact. They are divorced so they should just go there ( Read more... )

Aimee upset me last night as I was speaking with her on the phone. Due to that, I'm not talking with her tonight. She messaged me earlier today saying Hi, but I didn't respond back. She needs to understand a big thing here, I am the one who is chosing her, not the other way around. If I really wanted to, I could start going out with Ashley. After ( Read more... )

Due to certain health conditions, my dream of working for the fire department may just remain a dream for the time being. However, my desire to help people is something that I have taken into consideration with a new career goal in physical therapy. They make a lot of money and its a job in the medical field that is always in demand. As I did my ( Read more... )

So I went ahead and decided to make things official last night with Aimee. We spoke on the phone for several hours about things, time always flys when I speak with her. But the more that I did speak to her, the more I opened up. There's a true connection between her and me and I know things will work out. I've been trying to avoid committed ( Read more... )

I'm not exactly sure what to write in here. I've been sober for the last few days, no serious alcohol or smoke. I can't be around it, although all my friends do it. I'm to old to be doing that kind of thing, it's time to start thinking like a grown man. I can always look back and think, I had my share of fun. But as for smoking, it has really lost ( Read more... )

I've been told that its a good idea to start writing down my goals and reasons I want to be a fire fighter. It will greatly help with the interview process and help me to keep my mind on my goals. I have been doing a lot of research both online and in the fire fighter exam book in which I purchased. Both have given me a lot of insight on the duties ( Read more... )