Cut the skin to the bone
Fall asleep all alone
Hear your voice in the dark
Lose myself in your eyes
Choke my voice
Say goodnight as the world falls apart
Fuck I can't let this kill me
Let go
I need some more time to fix this

Here's a letter for you
But the words get confused
And the conversation dies
Apologize for the past
Talk some shit take it back
Are we ( Read more... )

only 8 more days here. thank god. im going crazy. but besides that today was shitty. nothin exciting. hmmm im bored.

today wasnt a very good day. woke up at 930 and was bored. so i decided to clean. well let me tell you i cleaned....i sprayed down the bathroom and swept. dusted everything in my room and vacuumed everywhere even the stairs. i also washed clothes, then went thru everything i dont wear so i can donate it.

im going to germany on april 15. im very ( Read more... )

on march 13 i became MRS ANDRES DROGUETT...pretty awsome huh? he makes me so happy. I LOVE HIM MORE THAN ANYTHING. well besides that i have been pretty emotional. andy went back to germany on march 19th and ive been here. I MISS HIM LIKE CRAZY.

i had to drive to the army base ft belvoir cuz im "have" to get  physical and a screening to make sure ( Read more... )

me and derek are no more. we're still friends tho. which is good since he still lives here till the 19th. but i am not going back to florida now. im gettin married on the 8th of march....to andy. hes out of iraq and is on his 30 day leave and it just happend. we're in love and gettin married. im very excited. my family was very surprised and it was ( Read more... )

well life sucks ass. me and derek are movin back soon and its soooo stressful. its like is all our stuff gonna fit in our vehicles, are we gonna have enough money, i have to get new insurance on the truck, im gonna miss my mom, blah blah blah. i just wanna go now ( Read more... )

we got back from FL 2 days ago. it was really hard to leave becca. even tho i have moved so many times we are still sooo close. its rare to keep a friend like that when you move away and then come back. its not the same with anyone else except her. I LOVE HER. but we had a good trip. i got my duplicate license really easily. takes off alot of ( Read more... )

i cant wait to come home. we are visitin soon! a couple of days away. i dont know how im gonna take comin back here. i just want to go home, where i belong. well be movin back in march!! which is only 3 months away but it feels like a lifetime. i wonder how different it will be this time i come back ( Read more... )

this morning my mom left me a message at like 10 sayin to my nana is on her way to tenn its about sara ( my cousin ) you need to give her a call. but i didnt think anything of it and went back to sleep. then i got up and called my mom and saras cancer came back and she has 2 weeks to live. i felt terrible. i should have gotten up at 10. but i ( Read more... )

i feel like shit. the last couple of nights i havent gotten any sleep. i dont know whats wrong with me. im so exhausted then ill take sleeping pills and somehow im fuckin awake. so my nana called me out of work yesterday cuz every time i try i have to argue with them about it when im sick. who does that? if your sick they should understand, ya know ( Read more... )