i farted in front on the new neighbors today. it was hilarious

we went to kings dominion with lauren today. its was alot of fun. she is like my closest friend now. i love her. she was my neighbor and she recently moved. but we still try and see each other everyday. im used to her being a door away and now shes 10 minutes away. *tear ( Read more... )

CHRISTEL FLEMING dont EVER call my house AGAIN!!!!!!!!

find me here
speak to me
i want to feel you
i need to hear you
you are the light
that is leading me
to the place where
i find peace again
you are the strength
that keeps me walking
you are the hope
that keeps me trusting
you are the life to my soul
you are my purpose
you are everything
and how can i
stand here with you
and not be moved by you
would you tell me
how ( Read more... )

is there really ANY reason for me to come home?

i want a new job! the xmas season is comin and im not lookin forward to it. its gonna be busy as hell and blah. derek is at work and im bored. havent written in awhile been really busy. nothin that great is going on. imma go peace

its been awhile. alot has happened. dereks mom and dad and sister came here during hurricane frances. and now they went back to ivan. fun. besides that been working latly. i have to go get an echocardiogram for my heart. alot of people with ehlors danlos has heart problems and organ failure. and when i was little my mom noticed my heart was off ( Read more... )

you sit on a stairwell, there is no sound
you feel like a king that has just lost his crown
you're not turning heads in a beat up truck
you think you'll never win because you've got bad luck

well, it might get better because it can't get any worse...

this wonderland
is this the life that you thought you would have
this wonderland
is this where you ( Read more... )

yesterday sucked big butt! first i took a pain pill hopin i would be a little more calm today, but no. i just felt sick. ok got the dye injection and a differ doctor did it then last time. and i told him, ok you look young, i dont know you, i dont trust you. but come to find out he was really nice and numbed my joint up alot more than the other guy ( Read more... )

i hate going to the doctor...this morning i woke up and my knee was hurtin worse than normal. its terrible, and it still is. so i went to the flippen doctor once again and it was just crap. ok first off now all my joints hurt, ankels, knees, hips, wrists, elbows, and shoulders, even my thumbs! so he was checkin everythin out and he said my elbows, ( Read more... )