New Journal name:

a_darker_drum

Well I feel really crummy right about now. Not becuase I am sick. But becuase I realized that what is being said is true. I am a sad waste of a being. I promise from now on, I will work hard at it to not be so sucky.

So today wasn't all that fun. I mostly sat in my room sleeping, watching TV, or downstairs on the computer. I haven't eaten all day. My stupid stomach won't stop hurting. I am feeling very dizzy as well. And to top that off. I found out that a stupid someone has been lying to me! Ever since I met him he hasnt told the truth. He's such a dumbass. ( Read more... )

Last night me and Kelly went to the TTP show. It was some fun stuff. We got there a bit early, so we walked to Circle K and got an Icee. Oh how I love those. Then first up was The Americans. I wasn't all that fond of them, I don't know. Next was the lovely Tickertape Parade! The first song poor Aaron breaks a string, it still turned out very good ( Read more... )

I am so happy. I played in the pouring rain tonight. It was soakingly fun. :D ( Read more... )

Lately I haven't known what to think. I have been so out of life that all things seem like they are attacking me. Like every gesture I make that I think is right, I get it shoved back in my face. How do I know that anything I do anymore is right? How do I know that the paths I am choosing are the right desisions? Why does everything have to be such ( Read more... )

So far, today has been one of the best days in a long time. The ironic part is that most of it, was by myself ( Read more... )

I just gave my bangs a trim, they are short now. :/

So I went into Micheals finally tonight to pick up my last paycheck. I was hoping Mike wouldn't be there, but just my luck he was. No fun that turned out to be. But hey, I gained 90 dollers!

Buying a digital Sunday! Hooray!!

Make this all stop?

so i have made my desicion. now i just have to talk with the parentals. gar. this will not go over well ( Read more... )

so i leave in 2 hours and i havent packed. eh. i dont think sleep is in the agenda tonight, well i guess i should say this morning. but it doesnt really matter i guess, i'll just sleep in the car.

i should probobly pack now.