pondering

[loopillamaladi]

so i'm thinking that most of the people i know have stopped writing in here so maybe its safe for me to come back. i want to write honestly and openly with the chance of someone reading it. thats why i'm not writing hard copy. sometimes with online stuff i feel i have no anonymity anymore. like my dad, and his and my mom's friends are all on

Comments

[filledwithmusic]

I find it fitting that i sign on today for the first time in a long time, and that my last name is Ponder

[loopillamaladi]

don't get me wrong, i know i live in one of the best places in the world. and i love it here! and i wouldn't change it for anything. i love it here!!! just moments of loneliness really. thanks for praying