so i'm thinking that most of the people i know have stopped writing in here so maybe its safe for me to come back. i want to write honestly and openly with the chance of someone reading it. thats why i'm not writing hard copy. sometimes with online stuff i feel i have no anonymity anymore. like my dad, and his and my mom's friends are all on ( Read more... )

i seem to get more boring as the years go by.

Thank you Jesus. Seriously. I'm not a fool to believe You had no part in this, but i can't help it, i can't let it all go ( Read more... )

this saturday i will have worked 2 weeks straight with no day off and i won't get a day off until next wednesday. that means i will have worked 18 days in a row. sunday i even volunteered to do a demo in the front of the store so that added 2 extra hours. that will be one sweet paycheck.

also, we're trying to redo my room so that it will no longer ( Read more... )

i can't believe how good HAIRSPRAY was!!

oh my goodness!! i haven't smiled so much in months! its silly to say but that movie gives me hope! lol. if anybody wants to go, i will be going again so just let me know

love love.

i'm very tired of flakey people.

oh my gosh, get me out of here.

goodbye

i don't even know what to say anymore. what i can think to say shouldn't go on here i need a new outlet. i'm sorry if i'm such a terrible person. but i don't know what i could've done; i don't know what to do. no one cares to know me. and i can't think of how to change that. i know i need to be comfortable with myself, but i'm still only 19 i'm not ( Read more... )

i have 2 big springs on the front of my teeth. they look like upside down safety pins or reverse metal fangs... it's rather amusing, i can't close my mouth or take a drink without readjusting my lips to go over them... and i swear, if you're having a bad day, ask me to smile because you will laugh your butt off, cuz that's what my whole family has ( Read more... )

it's been a bad day.
no wait, it's been a bad year.
definitely a sucky summer.

i'm about to go crazy.
i do not like my life right now.