I went to the gym today :D ( Read more... )

Urgh! I'm proper spaced out and all zombie-like at the moment ( Read more... )

There are gonna be tears today. That thing that visits once a month is back baby! And it's fucking excruciating. Speshly on the C-section site. It's quite bad, and this is just the start so I know it's gonna get worse, I just feel like crying. This is worse than being pregnant, I dont think pregnant birds realise how easy they've got it. Whats a ( Read more... )

I just changed my LJ profile. So now no more of my online profiles focus on *THAT* mistake someone else made that fucked my life up so badly. I've just taken another big step further away from the past, and another towards the future :)

The bar has just been raised. Anyone who knows anything about me growing up knows I always had some insecurities about our Hayley always doing better than me at everything, started off when we were kids she always seemed to get more praise than me. Well, She's raised the stakes yet again. I'm gonna have to achieve world peace or summat if I wanna ( Read more... )

GRRRRR ( Read more... )

I'm very unhappy today. Not arsed about Jacko dying or out, I'm sad about my own problems ( Read more... )

Ah that last post has a proper big arse response. Well I guess he was only trying to help and give advice but I hope you guys all do know that I'm not stupid enough to take anything that hasn't been prescribed by the doctor anyway, I've not bothered to look at the website because I'm not really intersted but anyway its no biggie.

Somebody help me! Phone me or come round I dunno whatever just take my mind off this pain under my scar. It's fucking agony, I was just focusing on Tyler but now he's asleep so there's nothing much I can do ( Read more... )

Tyler is one month old today. He was 8lb15oz on Wednesday, which is perfectly ok, but he is growing very fast. He's still really cute as well, Chris has said he's seen him smile but I haven't yet. It could have been wind anyway. I took him in Campus on Thursday, and as he'd already pooped just before we went out I didn't think he would shit again ( Read more... )