Hello. I'm a grown up now ( Read more... )

Well, I've been up since 4am and I have to be at uni for 9. Between that I need to get Tyler fed, washed and dressed and to footsteps ( Read more... )

I'm just feeling a bit sad, in fact I'm crying. It's this time of year I find hard to deal with, as I know anniversaries are meaningless really but it doesnt stop me thinking and remembering what happened. I often wonder if anyone else does or if it is just me. People dont like me to talk about it, and never have, even within weeks of what happened ( Read more... )

Lying awake worrying. So somewhere, somehow, I've been put in a fucking horrible situation where, somewhere along the line, I am gonna have to betray someone. The situation it is, I can't not betray one without betraying the other. I have decided to step away completely but it is not that easy. Once you know something, you can choose to ignore it ( Read more... )

So, er ... hi? is anyone still here ( Read more... )

I've not been on here in a very long time. There's been a lot happen since. Such testing times. If you know me well enough you'll know the whole situation and the extent it has got to. I'm npt gonna go into how I feel about it, because it's extremely exhausting to go through let alone talk about ( Read more... )

Dont read any of this if you dont wanna read a load of self absorbed crap ( Read more... )

and now I've found this to cheer me up lol. Me and my sister Sam are equally as obsessed with him as each other. We've said we're gonna get his face tattooed on our arses. A picture of him as the doctor, coz he's the best doctor ever (however I am biased lol) on our arse cheeks.
I would do unspeakable things to this man ;)


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Oh fuck! Maybe I should stop drinking ( Read more... )

I've not been interested in updating lately. I've just not had the time or the motivation, I 've been a lot busier with the house and stuff, had loads of appointments but I dont feel I've actually achieved anything. I feel kind of like "stuck" in some weirdness. I'm not depressed. Then I am. Then I'm not. Then I am. Then I'm not ( Read more... )