So, this entry is long overdue but I figured the time is available so might as well update ( Read more... )

The Walk ( Read more... )

I don't think I've ever been so aware of what I'm truly feeling and truly felt until now. I just wish it wasn't my heart breaking into a million pieces. I love him, and I always will. Things didn't end for lack of trying....but we were fighting for hypotheticals. I needed to take control so I'd stop destroying myself. I hope we gives me another ( Read more... )

It's empty in the valley of your heart ( Read more... )

What if we stop having a ball ( Read more... )

 I have no regrets. And I'm going to fight for what means the most to me. That is all.

 So, life update! (more like a these are my emotions update :P)

Josh left the states on August 18th. The few days before he left I would cry pretty much every time I saw him. Why? Because I realized I was losing him and in that I realized just how important he was to me. It's almost like I had this puzzle and you could see the whole picture except ( Read more... )

 It's been awhile since I updated but I figured now was the best time as any as I sit and wait to go to work. (disclaimer: I don't feel like doing a cut, sorry for the long entry)

So, first order of business, Hawaii! I have to say that is one of the most beautiful places I have ever seen. The sky was beautiful, the Pacific marvelous, the mountains ( Read more... )

So, first order of business: I'm going to Hawaii! The whole thing kinda happened on a whim, and believe it or not the chips fell in place.

Here is my itinerary: 
Departure: Tuesday, July 14 at 12.25 pm
Arrive: Dallas at 1.35 pm
Depart: Dallas at 2.25 pm
Arrive: Los Angeles at 3.25 pm
Depart: Los Angeles at 4.40 pm
Arrival: Lihue Kauai at 7.30 pm

Departure ( Read more... )

I hate when people play games. I hate the "well, I'm not gonna call them until they call me" bullshit. I hate the whole sugarcoating of things. I hate keeping things secret because you're afraid of what others will think or what the outcome will be. The truth is, doing these things just creates more hassle and frankly it makes the situation worse. ( Read more... )