Some times i forget that i have this journal to write in. I'll forget about it for weeks at a time, myspace is so much better though, it seems i'm always on there. But i always come back to this place to update this journal on whats going on in my life ( Read more... )

Sorry all of you had to see that but i hate girls that are ashamed of there past, especially when i'm a part of it. Fucking loser ( Read more... )

well if i meant nothing to you autumn then fuck off. I did care about you but if your going to be a fucking bitch & keep denying that we were together like your fucking ashamed that we went out then fuck off. you want some parting advice STOP DATING YOUR FUCKING CO-WORKERS ( Read more... )

I wish i could stop the bleeding, my heart hemorrhages a little more with every hole made. Those holes then crust over, forming a new brick that blocks me from feelings of old, feelings like love, respect, honor, & trust. I feel used even when i'm using, distrust even when i'm trusting, hate even when i'm loving. I feel this life is writing itself ( Read more... )

So i've been trying to take Marks view on relationships "aka" waiting for the right person. Yet everynight now i'm finding myself getting pissed at everyone cause the search isn't going fast enough. The ones it has turned up have been to young, to taken, to abandoning, so perfect but going through hell & i don't know ( Read more... )

Jay can now offically drive...(& yes legally smartasses)I got plates, i got insurance, & i got freedom.

I'm out

Fun is most important in your life.

Having a high focus on fun indicates that you value your own enjoyment over anything else. And there is nothing wrong with that. Your motto is we're here for a good time - not a long time.


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If i am guilty of anything in trying to be both your friends at once, it's keeping the 2 of you apart till the day came the both of you wanted to hang out again. I was open to hearing both sides of your story's, i was nice & patient with all of your problems. And this is how i get repaid, with one sending me a text message asking me what MY problem ( Read more... )

Well it's been forever since i updated this so i appologize but i felt i had to talk about this vacation. Florida is beautiful, any doubts i had in myself about moving here have all but faded. Yes i'm going to miss my family, yes i will miss all of my friends i will be leaving. But come the early part of 06 i am out of michigan, & no one is ( Read more... )

There has to be a reason why i'm alone......whatever it is it's a fucked up reason, but the reason has to exist. For all of the pointless 2 week bullshit "relationships" i've had to put up with just to find a girl evey remotely like the one i lost, I say fuck you all with my finger proudly raised for all of you to see ( Read more... )