Ok so it has been a month and a half since I updated this thing apparently.I'm not sure what all to say other than I'm so getting out of this state as soon as possible.I'm tired of getting hurt,stepped on,used,and mistreated by people I call friends,and by members of the opposite sex that I find myself interested.It's time for me to get out of here ( Read more... )

I've decided that dealing with relationships is not worth the hassle.All I seem to get is hurt time and again.I'm not dealing with it anymore.I'll mess around with women,but beyond that nothing is going to take place in my life.Friendships don't seem to work either.I get hurt,or end up hurting someone,and am sick of it all.I'm just tired of the ( Read more... )

So I am trying to figure out what to do for these four days I have off in a row.I know what I'm doing Monday,but the rest of the time I'm unsure

What Mythical Creature are you?
Your Result: Vampire

Are you comfortable in the dark? Love to wander? Find yourself watching people from a distance? Then your mythological creature is a vampire. Secluding ( Read more... )

So I'm not sure how long I have been awake thus far,but my days are starting to blend together so much I am having difficulty remembering what I did,and when it occured.It's very frustrating.I know I slept some yesterday,but I can't remember how much or if it was real sleep.Everytime I lay my head down at some point in the past three days I've been ( Read more... )

...that my life is over with.I got called into the directors office at school this afternoon.I was questioned severely about something that happened Friday afternoon that I can't recall.I have had so much go through my mind that I can't remember.I think they mistook given that information and that I said I have issues with anger and sometimes ( Read more... )

I am planning to move back to Florida at the latest after I graduate which I don't like the idea of waiting that long.I keep wanting to move back right now.I hate it here,and it just doesn't get any better.In fact the more I look into things down there so I can move I realize that things up here are getting worse as time goes on.I mean I keep ( Read more... )

Well ok I am currently visiting friends and family in Florida as I write this.I hadn't been able to attend an event back over Memorial Day weekend.So when I got a call from two of my annoying,but very lovable,and awesome nieces(I love you Andrea & Nikki!I really do) I came down that evening.I got a call from them Thursday evening,and after talking ( Read more... )

Iknew if I fell in love as quickly as I did I would have my heart broken that much quicker.I really need to get out of this state and away from all the heartache I have had while here.I got a text message from her saying she slept with the guy she was visiting,and didn't regret it,but kept trying to make the situation with me better.You know what ( Read more... )

I've started dating someone new.Which is nice in that she is a great woman.She is funny,intelligent,and we go to school together.I just wish I could see her more often.Anyways she went on a trip today to visit a friend in my home state.I've gotten the distinct impression I've done something wrong.Yet I am unsure what I did.The worst part of this is ( Read more... )

I am alive for those that care....I know there are a few of you.Anyways I've been busy....quite busy in fact.I've been so busy I've hardly slept,and because of that I'm sick.I'm almost over it though.Which is nice,but it's gripping on like a bad ex that refuses to let you go.In other news I'm now in the throws of my nice tiny spring break.It's ( Read more... )