Ah! My last day of spring break is tomorrow. I did not have nearly enough time to complete all of what I wanted to complete. I need another week. I can say this for sure, I cannot wait until I am done. Its soon...I can feel it.

I am wasting time that I'm bitching about not having! ...but that's me... BUT!!! There is room for self improvement...so ( Read more... )

You know...friends are important. If you do not have any...you should consider smiling a bit more and aquiring a companion or two or three...If I didn't have someone that was willing to allow me to vent for 3 minutes a day on...I would have marked World War III ( Read more... )

I had a revelation this morning when I was getting in the shower ( Read more... )

I loathe this treacherous flight that begins with potent elation and immediately comes to a halt when my wings break off and shatter on Earth's floor. From there, the world remaining is full of blackened lungs and steel hearts. To adapt would be suicide. Never shall I seek comfort on this Earth because I know I cannot find comfort in a bed of sin ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I've last wrote in this....I suppose I got busy...and the computer died...We bought a Dell...I like it...a lot.

Current EventsSchool is in. I enjoyed the first day...and it went downhill from there. I can already tell that this year is going to be a mountain to climb ( Read more... )

Wow. I just wanted to be myself.

Now...I've lost yet another associate.

I don't know what I said.

I know what I meant.

Yeah...

UPDATEWell, today I went in front of the judge and got the personal protection order lifted...he gets to come home...(My dad). I also had to talk to this tree huggin' hippie about victims rights...Heh...It was...different ( Read more... )

UPDATE

Tomorrow is the trial. They want me to be there to testify against my father.

What do I do?

I can't tear up my family, but in a way, it'd be the right thing to do.

I don't want to go, but I'm ordered to go.

Help me...if you care.

Tomorrow is the pre-trial...I'm nervous and thoughtful and angry. A deadly combination.

I swear I'm driving myself insane...talking to myself and shit...Writing in this journal...I suppose I do it all for self-satifaction...

Sounds reasonable.

DEATHSMy fish ate my goldfish...I'm gonna miss Guy...He was so much cooler than the other bitch fish ( Read more... )

Ick. I'm so disgusted with some...

So two faced.
Such liars.
So cold.
Not guilty.

Damn all of you who possess those traits. You need to really fucking work on it. You are going to lose the ones that actually matter and win those who will just drag you down. Now, before it's too late.