That was quick, huh? It's been over 4 months now (on the 2nd). It hasn't gotten any easier, or any better. My life consists of 1)Consequences, and 2)distractions. I avoid consequences. I try to pay the bills. I buy food. I feed myself and the animals. I fill the gaps with distractions. I play computer games, I read. Nothing really has any ( Read more... )

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Yesterday was 7 years ago I collared my wife and slave. I was buried so deep yesterday I didn't even go on to post about it. This anniversary was always the most important to her. The wedding was always the most important to me, because that's the one I could explain to the vanilla people and that's the one they would understand. This is the ( Read more... )

"Travel with more, longer, Nipples!"
beats out
"Get a visit from the Big Dick fairy"

and what's up with the unicode chinese(traditional) spam? For the last 3 months or so, half my spam has been in chinese - I can't even read it.

LM

I tried to pay my bill last night. Apparently, at 9:01 by their clock. Billing was closed. Sure enough, at 3:45am, they shut me off. Not open again until 7am. Yeah right. At 7:30, after a half hour on hold, I finally got a human. When I complained about the wait time, she responded with a comment about how busy it was. "Sure," I said, "they ( Read more... )

Water is back on, and it's about bloody well time too! (Sorry, I've got Hagrid's voice in my head LOL ( Read more... )

Well, it's not much of an update. No water yet. I've heard they were shooting for noon, but it's now after 5. I suppose all the workers probably went home by now. It was 55 today, and I couldn't get out to really enjoy the weather. Rather, I refuse to going on my 3rd day with no shower. I may still have to go out if I run out of cigarettes, ( Read more... )

Today has been 3 months since I lost my wife. Still, not much seems to have changed ( Read more... )

Last night was the Flint munch. Also, a friend was in from out of town that I hadn't seen since late summer, I think. Last time she was in town, we had planned to go, but conny was feeling sick and we didn't make it. Well, last night my allergies and sinuses were bothering me a bit more than usual. I ran out of dayquil, so I went in the ( Read more... )

I gave it time, it only seems to be making things worse. It should normally take about two weeks to fully stabilize and kick in. I started to dip just before two weeks, and it hasn't changed. True, it knocks the maximum sadness down to about 70%, but I can't get anything done. I've been isolating, and I've not done a thing in the last week. I ( Read more... )