On one more note.. I'm a terrible friend. In fact, Im not a friend to anyone. I would like to use this entry to say to everyone that while this is no excuse, I AM in fact going through one of the biggest bouts of depression of my entire life right now, and going out to pretend I'm okay some more just lost its appeal. Hell, everything lost its ( Read more... )

I need.. something. I'm so depressed, even my super unattentive father is now asking me every day if Im sure Im okay.. fuck. Nobody wants to hear this. I suddenly remember why I stopped using LJ. I'll continue to not use it, now.

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Your Deadly Sins

Sloth: 100%

Envy: 20%

Gluttony: 20%

Greed: 0%

Lust: 0%

Pride: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 20%

You will get bugs, because you're too lazy to shoo them off. And then you'll die.

How Sinful Are You?

Interview at B and K upholstery in less than 2 hours. Wish me luck

The new NIN blows me away. Theres a song called "every day is exactly the same" that sounds like what I've been thinking and feeling for the past 3 years. It's kinda like a monumental album to me just because of the impact of that one song. The rest of it is pretty fuckin tight too. Trent is an avatar ( Read more... )

I've fallen off the face of the planet.. my phone gets shut off and suddenly I'm left without friends?

You scored as Heavy Metal. You got heavy metal. You like to rock out and have a good time. Some heavy metal bands are Slip knot, System of a Down, Metallica, Cold, and Slayer.

Heavy Metal
92%
Emo
58%
punk
50%
Indie
42%
80's
33%
poser
25%
Ska
0%
IM DONE IDIOT
0%
What kind of rock are you?
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no suprise here

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