Blarggg. Feel like the death, and my past has been coming back to haunt me alot lately. 2 things are not related.

This halloween im hitting on every single cute barley Quinn. #bucketlist

In kentucky for the next11 days. Kinda nice to get away but there ain't no lonely like bein in a strange place lonely.

Gym gym gym. So tired of working out. Miss being fat sometimes. miss food. Miss sleeping in.

What I wouldnt give just to go back in time a year and a half.

I should hide my cell when I drink.

Im gonna grab life by the pigtails and skullfuck it.

I am Ugly. Inside and Out.

I miss when we cold all stay up all night playing games talking driving whatever. no one ever had plans or obligations or to get up for work on a saturda. no one had wives and families and ailing parents. i got left behind and forgotten. I suppose its my own fault really.

I really really miss my friends.