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lyk-to-tal-oh-em-gee. im so incredibly happy. aside from waking up at 430 am and have the phone be dead and being scared that i made mi amor scared, sad or angry with me, i had the most amazing night. im not going to post what happened because i dont want to get anyone in trouble or anything of that sort...just wow.

and kat, if you read this then ( Read more... )

today was blah...got home and called jessi...always the best part of my day. the dan came to pick me up at a sad point in jessi and i's conversation (bad timing). we went to dans for d&D (scott dan travis and i)...i found out scotts in possesion of lucy. came home...called jessi

and oh man

i love her...

-out

...oh so fucking much

okay i need to change my perspective
i need to understand how SHE feels and
tend to her needs...not be a greedy
bastard and only want want want

anywho

i love you jessi

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gah...i think i got about an hour of sleep last night...the rest i just spent rolling around in my bed *sigh*. half of me wants to believe that she loves me and shell come back. the other half is laughing and saying "fuck you loser shes not coming back for you so you should just give up" i believe that one since she really happy with matt. though ( Read more... )

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