My god, it's 5:30 in the morning and I can't stay asleep to save my life. It's been a restless and uncomfortable night. I've only been able to stay asleep for little periods of time and then I wake up and just lay there thinking. My mind is in overdrive and I wish it wasn't. I've been thinking about worries all night ( Read more... )

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Ok, so overall this weekend was damn fun. Marc, Jay, Jake and I hung at "The House" all three nights. Well, Jake wasn't there last night cuz he went back to school, but anyway... Saturday was a crazy party. Sooooooo many people, sooooooo much alcohol........ Yeah, it kicked ass ( Read more... )

Ok, I havn't done this in a while. Lately I've been hanging out with some new people up here in NewB. Just trying to keep my mind off of Hayley, ya know ( Read more... )

Me and Hayley have talked a bit. Things seem like they have turned around for the better a bit. We still love each other. Sometimes things are said for the sole purpose of hurting each other and we both did that. I'm going to talk to her tomorrow. Maybe even see her.

Anyway, I'm at Zach's. The candyman visited us last night.

~Ric

"I don't think I ever really loved you. You were just a convenience."

That's what I got today. Thats the waste it seems the last two years of my life have been.

I was lied too, lead on, used and now broken.

I really don't even know what to think or do in my life right now.

Love is a worthless word. It doesn't exist.

~Ric

Ok, so as of last night I'm single. Hayley decided she needed a "break." Yeah thats the nice way of saying I want to break up. Fuck it. She says she will probably want to get back together in like two weeks and wants to see me Saturday as friends. What the fuck is that shit?! So she broke up with me for the sake of getting back together with me. ( Read more... )

I got two new tats in the lst three days. Check them out at my myspace soon. I just need some time to get the pics up.

~Ric

March is going to be a busy month for wrestling around here. Hayley and I just got our tickets to the 3/17 TNA House Show in Plymouth. The next night WWE will be at Cobo taping Saturday Night's Main Event. ROH will be at the State Fair Grounds the next week. And, of course, March will close with the WrestleMania 22 PPV, which I'll be watching at ( Read more... )

Well this was a good weekend. We all partied. There was booze, there were strippers, there was pool. Yeah...

I'm allowed back at Marc's now. I also put some Autobot decals on my car.

~Ric LT