When I posted (on a friends only entry, because I figured my FRIENDS care and would let me vent) that I was in a bad mood and "having way too late second thoughts about my impending motherhood" a FRIEND responded with this:

"There's a couple of things that I've wanted to say to you, but because you are my friend and I don't want to hurt your ( Read more... )

There's a lot of talk thrown around about post-partum depression. Maybe I just think there's a lot of talk thrown around about it because I'm very addicted to this pregnancy thread. Up until recently, I thought that anxiety had just made my normal craziness go into hyperactivehyperdrive. Someone started posting about their issues with dealing with ( Read more... )

A while backed I dated an alright guy. I choose someone else over him. This resulted in him trying to compensate for the loss. This compensation included him telling me he knew that the new guy was going to hurt me (funny, it never resulted in any further certainties when I asked how). It also included his telling everyone he knew that I just ( Read more... )

The last 12 hours went as follows ( Read more... )

I am seriously determined to remove the gut-so with gusto. How much faith should I have in the solidarity that I need to see a doctor before starting any weight loss plan? If I don't over exert myself and I eat healthy things I should be fine. Right? I really do want to kick the pop habit. I want someone around to just make me take Dex for walks in ( Read more... )

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I have an interesting post brewing involving revelations as to why I can't seem to just have a decent relationship, EVER. Anyone even interested?

Anyone know how to plan a happenin' first bday party???

I was worrying about how my son was going to exit stage cervix. What happened was completely outside of anything I had imagined and maybe I'll post the entire birth story later on tomorrow ( Read more... )

Over the course of a week I thought my relationship had ended and I went through the worst bout of depression of my life so far. The two were only semi-connected. My mom came to the rescue as well as a couple people I talk to day to day (COUGH COUGH JULIA COUGH KRISTA COUGH) and I think I'm through the worst. Let's hope this isn't the eye of the ( Read more... )