so this is what death feels like...

Chris and Taayo are trying to convince me that I wasn't in their class in grade primary and one... and I definitely was. If only I had some more physical evidence, like pictures or something. Apparently "my word" isn't evidence enough. I give you "my last word", guys. (On the way home yesterday the boys had a like, 20 minute discussion on how/why ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went to Sheldon's house afterschool. It was the first time in a long time I got to spend some time with him that was more than like, 30 minutes. We didn't really do anything before dinner, just sat around on his lovely orange couch and talked. And cuddled. After supper Shane came over, and I got to meet him for the first time, finally. ( Read more... )

i hate this feeling. so lonely, insignificant, unwanted, worthless. sucks.

he haunts me, why can't he just leave me alone? i hate it. ignore me forever, that's the only way i get peace from you. everything you say to me/about me is horrible, and i've had enough. i thought i knew you, but you were just too good at the game.

im going to clown college, or homemaker's for dummies college. kidding! im really going to harvard. or yale. still kidding!

*rolls eyes*

sam and josh think so little of me. sucks.

I had the worst nightmare last night. I watched "Little Black Book" yesterday, and Stacy says, "my boyfriend belongs with his ex", and it was so sad, and I think that is what brought the nightmare on. This is the nightmare ( Read more... )

ugh... what a crap day. i hate having that feeling, you know, the one where "you're in a room full of people, yet you're completely alone". i feel like i'm alone. i mean, i'm not, but i feel ike i am. i feel invisible. unwanted. sucks.

oh, how i do love sheldon. he's is so great. i can't even begin to say how wonderful he is. i am the luckiest girl in the world to be with him.

what a crappy day. i hate everything.