tonight is going to be "one of those nights". i am going to go downstairs, and cry myself to sleep. the sad part? i don't know why.

things i'm afraid of:

-the future
-graduating
-not graduating
-being alone forever
-not making it in the "real world"
-letting everyone down
-getting hurt
-losing everyone

"What are you, disabled?" -Sheldon questions me as I struggle with Gorman's bag.

Hmph... life sucks! Sheldon has a HUGE physics project due Monday, and two portfolio thingys or something due during the week, and THEN it's getting close to exam time, so we'll be busy studying and such. So I won't be able to see him until like, February ( Read more... )

This is the most beautfiul song to listen to, it's an "oldie" by Lightning Rad before they were called Lightning Rad. I want to share with everybody the lyrics. I had to get the lyrics as I heard them from the song, so it is entirely possible that I have them messed up, or completely incorrect. Oh well, this is how I hear them:P ( Read more... )

HAVE YOU EVER ( Read more... )

Oh, my! I just had the most wonderful evening of my life. We're so in love, it's just so right. I am so happy. We had such a great time, just cuddling and talking about everything for countless, endless hours. I just had the most romantic night of my life, and this just goes to show you don't need sex for romance. We were so wrapped up in eachother ( Read more... )

"Holy Water"- Big and Rich ( Read more... )

i worry too much.

Well, I have fallen in love. "Insecure", by 'early' Lightning Rad, is by far the best song I have ever laid my ears on. I am going to see them tomorrow night, at the pavilion, 7:00, be there. Sheldon, Sara and I are going, with the possibility of a few other individuals. It is going to be a very lovely evening ( Read more... )