So, Ashlea's engaged. Wow. Every day, I feel more and more left behind in life...

I thought I was supposed to be able to forget about him. I thought it was all supposed to get easier. But neither has happened. Let me backtrack a little. Friday night, Jake and I got into a fight...big whoop. It was because FCF was having this concert on Saturday, which he was singing in, and he wanted me to go. I didn't want to go. So we ( Read more... )

So, as I brought up in my last post, I have a crush on Luke Alford, again. Like I mean, it just resurfaced itself after 2 years of dormancy. And it's killing me, because neither of us are single. It also kills me that if I just hadn't been such an insecure, shy little...something, during junior year, I might not have missed my chance with him. ( Read more... )

Again, it's been forever since I've posted on here. Four months ago...Ash had just lost her home (it's now almost done); Ryan and I had just broken up (I've now been with Jake Williams for 3 months, as of the fourth). I've graduated high school. I've been to Florida with the band, and am now enjoying freedom, as band camp prepares to start ( Read more... )

Please keep Ashlea Duncan in your thoughts and prayers. She and her mom and brother lost their home to fire last night. They're all fine, but as far as I know, they've lost pretty much everything. Just be with them as they go through this. Also, be with Leslie Leach and her family; her mother suffered a fatal asthma attack Thursday afternoon, ( Read more... )

yeah, i don't know, felt like updating, even though it's been, what, 3 or 4 days since the last one? i just wanted to say that i feel like everything between me and ryan is going to be okay. also discovered that it was all my fault, everything that i was feeling/thinking. it sucks to know that i'm the one who almost ruined us, almost caused ( Read more... )

i last posted a little over a month ago. what has happened in that short amount of time? i dropped out of "fiddler," but thank God i wasn't the only one, or i'd feel really bad for ruining the play. senior year has only managed to get more stressful for me...probably because i keep procrastinating on EVERYTHING, lol. like, i have an argument ( Read more... )

it's been FOREVER since i last posted on here. what has happened since i left lj? hmmmm...i have moved on to myspace and love it. i dated adam, finally, for little more than a week back in september. i then moved on to ryan dillon, and we've been together since nov. 13, and it's been spectacular. my senior year is quickly drifting by. band ( Read more... )

Not that anyone gives a fuck anymore, but I'm updating...and I don't even know why. I'm so thinking about deleting this whole thing, which would be a real waste of a year and two months of writing and pouring my whole soul into this piece of shit. This is to the only one who still cares ( Read more... )

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