Comments | loriiloodles: Just happy to be alive.

loriiloodles

Just happy to be alive.

Jun 02, 2008 17:38

Sav went to therapy with me today. It went pretty well. I talked to the therapist alone for a little while, then he did the same, and then we all went in the room together. I ended up crying because I've been so confused/frustrated/sad lately. I don't know what's going on with my relationship, but I am so fucking scared. I don't want to lose him. I ( Read more... )

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homgsh June 3 2008, 00:16:37 UTC

You can do this.
I just reached 13 months on May 29.
It's the greatest feeling in the world, just keep yourself surrounded by people who love you and care and you'll do it.
I have faith in you.

loriiloodles June 3 2008, 04:04:18 UTC

Thank you. That means a lot. I really hope I can do this.

kinderdoll June 3 2008, 01:09:12 UTC

why do you want to be with some one who hits you?

loriiloodles June 3 2008, 04:02:55 UTC

He doesn't hit me. We were both drunk and we both pushed each other around. He has never actually hit me. I fell over a lot, and he pinned me down, but he has never hit me.

kinderdoll June 3 2008, 18:45:47 UTC

i think you where right when you wrote that you felt abused. everything you have written about this guy screams abusive asshole. i don't think i can read your journal anymore. it kept me up last night. i don't even know you and i can't feeling worried. sorry. good bye.

loriiloodles June 4 2008, 03:00:06 UTC

I don't mean to worry you, or anyone at that. I'm sorry =/. If you think it's best for you to not read my journal, I understand. It's like me reading about other people cutting and starving - it sets off triggers for me.

Thank you for all of your support and advice.

staceylb1987 June 3 2008, 07:16:50 UTC

Loving your face right now. You can do it. You CAN. And I can't wait to celebrate that day with you as well!!