Face it.. The world is not respectable; it is evil, mortal, tormented, confused, deluded forever; but it is also lined with beauty, with love, with glints of courage and laughter. There is always light amidst the thorns. It's up to you to choose what to focus on.

People are psychotic now a days. Like the whole swine flu deal.. shutting down schools, hiding out, wearing masks, etc. The use of anti-bacterial soap or hand sanitizers or those new EMERGENCY sprays.. they are all selling out.. it's ridiculous. Those anti-bacterial lotions kill good bacteria too.. We NEED bacteria, or our bodies immune systems ( Read more... )

it sucks to hear when people dont 'approve' of the person that you are dating. i am getting so fed up with hearing this. i am sorry that i cant find a person ideal to *your* standards. do you want me to just break my own heart and force myself to not like him? i like him!!! it is hard for me to find someone that i like! i see a different side ( Read more... )

my 2007 year review, so i can remember ( Read more... )

infatuation makes you blind.

it may lead you into strife.

your head is in the clouds.

and away from facts of life.

but then it melts away.

all dreaminess takes flight.

you get your mindset back.

the shadows are cleared by light.

a fun little vacation.

but all behind that fake delight.

im starting to wake up.

to a totally different

it's like the mirror world in the Take on Me video.. or the Twilight Zone.. it's just being inside a whole different world when you're with someone you like, outside of the harsh reality. and nothing else around you matters.. or atleast it's still there but it all appears different to your eyes. i think i am falling for him ALREADY, and i don't ( Read more... )

soooooo ( Read more... )

sleeping is boring ( Read more... )

hey. fuck guys. fuck them. fuck the way they make you feel. fuck. aHHHHHKLARHLKAJRKLWJAKRJLW. I give up. fuck!!!!!!

i hate breaking hearts. love triangles built during a failed geometry class will soon break.. they are only held secure with hopeless wishes... this old flame keeps glowing back in my face and fascinating me.... i want to grab it, but it will only burn my hands.... just watching it dance taunts me, yet i'm afraid of it. i feel like i am slowly ( Read more... )